My name is alyssa

I'm always bored

never content

I know I can do better :)

i haven’t been on here since school started in August last year. I’ve lost around a hundred followers, but no biggie :D anyways, right now I’m in the study lobby of my dorm. “studying” . I can’t seem to focus on any subject right now. I feel so held back from school. I started my first job at a sushi restaurant a week ago and It’s been hard adjusting. I let my studies slide for that week and now I feel like It’s impossible to catch up. It’s pressure because I can’t get below a 3.5 this semester and the rate that I’m going, that’s impossible…but I should think positively. Before work I used to be so ahead :”( but I’ve missed so many classes. I promise myself each day that I’m done skipping class but I just can’t. It sucks a f*ck when I wake up early enough and I just move too slow, and I’m late. FML. Next week I start working as an office assistant here at ASU, another adjustment. But at least I get to do my homework during the job…or at least I think so. I’ve been wasting a LOT of money on online shopping as well. I buy soooooo much sh*t from Hong Kong and Japan, just the shipping costs have put a hole in my wallet. And just an hour ago I wasted my money and just bought a 2009 Sidekick LX…….when I have an effing pink iPhone4. Why? Because I want to text with a keyboard. Don’t judge. And I’ve wanted a Sidekick since I was a kid…swivel screen swagga.  Sorority is a lot of work. I mean a lot. That’s another thing I feel lost on. I’m not keeping up with anything or doing the work like I’m supposed to, and I don’t want to let my sisters down; especially my Little<3 My grandma is dying and I was supposed to go to the Philippines this spring break, but my parents don’t think she can make it, so they’re traveling there without me. I feel so heartbroken. I want to just give up on this semester and not come back, live like a princess in the Philippines, and take care of my family. Maybe I should just go to school there!!! Shit, that gives me an idea. My boyfriend is going to the military this summer L I might as well just study in the Philippines, it’s wayyyyyyyy cheaper tooo.OH SHIT. I think i will go to college in the Philippines and just leave everything here~ My post ends here. I’m tired. I should go back to “studying” something.

 

i hate feeling skinny in the morning, and then as soon as you take a bite out of something, you blow up

TMI

i have to poop but my roomate is here. I want her gone so i can poop in peace . I need to go soon, because i have to walk to my class at 9:40. i lost my bicycle keys :(  that means, she needs to GTFOut.

i’ll soon be able to write a paper on all the shit my roommate has done to annoy the FUCK out of me

-___- she was nice from the start. until she asked me to drive her to the fucking UPS store, while i was resting, and it was in a rude way…. then i started noticing the ignorance. FML. and thanks for the suggestions in the previous question :D

college is so fun. so fucking fun.

Things i’ve learned from Final Destination

1. Zooming in on inatimate objects makes them scarier. 2. The next person with the most camera time is the one who’ll die next. 3. Everything Spinning, rotating, swirling, twirling, flammable, electric, liquid,vibrating, long, sharp, has edges or chords, or basically anything, can kill you. 4. It’s better to just die early and let death kill your ass instead of running away from it. 5. Don’t go to chinese accupuncture places. They don’t have fire detectors. 6. When you see a creepy black guy following you everywhere, you should know something is fucked up. 7. Check yourself into a mental institution, like the smart girl from the first movie. 8. These people have incredible upper body strength. Fucking jumping and hanging onto shit, like it’s easy -___- 9.if you’re nervous, that means you’re about to die soon. 10. always go to the eye doctor with someone else-so you don’t have a dumbass doctor leaving you alone. 11. Stop watching the movie after the slutty girl burns her eyes and falls off the building. 12. these people don’t know how to use google. I would’ve been typing my whole psychic situation and googling that shit a loongggg time ago.